Things that happens in the mind

I'm just sitting at my kitchen table and so many things are on my mind. My car still isn't fixed and probably won't be for awhile until the mechanic can check it out. I have some homemade queso dip with meat in the crock-pot plus homemade peach dumplings in the oven. Trying to find many comfort foods that will make me feel better. Life is just crazy sometimes. You don't know what to expect or when to expect it. Plus my aunt called me and told me she was coming in town out of nowhere , I wish she would of told me ahead of time. I'm dealing with my own life situations right now , not really wanted company right now. My son will be with my mom this weekend so I was expected to eat all day and watch movies. It's hard to turn family away from your home. My heart is so pure. Sometimes I think people use it for my weakness though. 

On the bright side. My first semester is almost over since I've came back to school. Hasn't been the easiest but it's forth it. Starting a new job and starting school again was a hard decision but worked out. I have awhile to go before I can say I'm done with college ! Learning good study skills and how to use my time wisely. Some days I wonder if I should just work my butt off and not attend school then I think nah because I want a degree not just a job. I remember when I was younger thinking about being adult was wonderful now I wish time would have slowed down. 

Being a friend to someone means a lot to me. Everybody using the word friend differently I have found out. A friend to me is calling and checking on someone on a daily basis or texting at least. Making sure if he/she called you about a problem their having or a situation that you will check on you after the fact to make sure you're okay. If you need something that the other person will be there when you're in need and visa versa too.  Everybody doesn't think like that, some even get offended when you tell them you're not their friend because he/she doesn't treat you like one. 

My rant is over , I guess. Be back soon